lost but still here

WOW- I loved my free and honest writings before, and it’s so true. So much ahs happened and I wish I could say for the better…. my Mum dies, my brothers tried to kill me, my husband is still a cross-dresser, and the kids … well, not sure what to say. Autumn is engaged to James, a person who cares more about himself than he does her. Bode is finding his way as he always does. And frankly I drink to hide.